-bachiatari chisio

~cursed blood course through my veins...

~na n de...

-shizundakokoro

~DEPURESSHON.... it's endless..

~do'shite.... ... naze.... watashi...

-aoi, ano sora

~towards that blue sky!

~shimata na... >< ... maths lecture muzukashiiiiiiiiiiI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! watashi wa shinu!

-SHIMATA

~CRAP shit-o .... i left it late for the bidding of CORS and i screw up big time sia...

~i was bidding for gek 1532 and ssa 2204, when i decided to cancel bid for gek1532. so i try and add the other 1 point module gem2501 but cannot add!!! fk the clock was at 4.58pm. bidding close at 5pm. then i stress and fumble liaoz.. then my bro say must drop it at module management page. OH MY GOD....

~then chiong there drop then go add gem2501. then cannot fking add.... WHY WHY WHY???!?!?!? wtf

~retry retry retry, then i realise they got this fking red words that were quite feint on the top saying CLASHES WITH MATHS LECTURE!!!! WTF... i didn't give a fk cos i don't go for maths lecture OMFG.... DIeeee... time 4.59pm

~chiong back to bidding management and try and add back the Fking gek 1532 bid points but TOO LATE >....

~fk...


~the world came collasping down.... onto... no... crap nevermind... thats bullshit

~luckily i changed my ssa2204 to 500 bid points... i confirm get it... unless some psychos make it cut at above 500 which i dont' think it will...

~so maybbe its a blessing in disguise i guess...

~now i don't know what module left for me to take liaoz... shit... must wait till tml 9am for judgement day...

~probably take a crappy mod which i don't like and S/U it

+the turning point

~lets hope this will be the last turning point in my life... had enough of them..

~let it be good... let it be gracious... let it be wonderous... thank you... my

~anyway, some people are so innocent... its a blessing i guess...

~not everyone can be pure and innocent... naturally... its ... a sight to behold... unlike others who are tainted by their 7 sins...

~also , i found a pretty interesting amateur singer on youtube, by the name of carmina topacio...

~shes pretty pretty... yea... resembles rinoa from ff7... but i think she's not bad at singing... and has a passion, which is important... i guess...

~reminds me of something important in life... that is to pursue what you really want... live your life worthwhile... at all cost? lolx... perhaps... .... don't quote me on that though...

~also i realise almost all the songs she sang were nice... i never came across such english songs before! MAYBE its her voice, and style that makes the songs nice... maybe... or maybe its just refreshing ... who knows? i love old songs i guess.. like boyzone's all that i need... .... lolx... anyway... rock on carmina ! you are good... in good hands

~she pulled me back from the brink of me losing myself... losing my humanity.... thank... god?... thank you...