-born to try

~i realise that i wasn't borned to suffer afterall... through a friend, i found a song called born to try by delta goodrem.

~lyrics were very meaningful. the ironic part is that it has a tinge of christianity. :X... oh well.

-my emotions

~i lock em up in this place... only to be reminded by myself.

~its like FMA ultimate badie... who locks his emotions away into entities known in the series as homonculus

~i shall lock mine up in this blog. while i live a unreal self of mine out there for this world that seems pathetic

~btw, its earth hour now. happy birthday earth

+maths maths maths maths maths

~screw the mathss.... no wonder my idol michio kaku said that he hoped we didn't have to learn the maths yet... ><

~HOW TRUEEEE>.....<<<..... .omg...... its sss killing ggmeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

+第二个自己

~非常好听的歌！ 是杨丞林唱地！

~crap.. i realise typing chinese on win7 sucks... the xp version of chinese is easier... they will auto correct and pick the best choice for you too... also can use arrow keys to scroll back and edit.. in win7 you can't do no shit!

+SOM

~wtf... SOM test results out... i only got 18/25... wtf... the whole cohort average 20+...

~this is a shame.. especially when i have both music and physics background... wtf...

~i look through the answers and i realise the questions i got wrong were all stupid little questions... never read properly what the question wants etc... this is unacceptable... this is a disgrace...

~dam morale sapping... feel like crap now... so many people scored so well... this is crappy feeling... sucks

-evil

~i realise i am evil.. maybe thats why i am condemned...

+spaghetti

~spaghetti is prolly the nicest food ever... at least in my taste...

~pizzas are not bad too...

~i don't like lobsters crabs or abalone... wonder why... i have the poor man's taste buds...

~sharks fin not bad though... but the sight of people cutting off the fins and tossing the shark back to the sea puts me off...

-degrading...

~i feel as though my entire body is down... every system is failing ... only at 22 and i feel like an old man's system...

~guess health is really impt..

+stomach......

~down... down... diarrhoea... constipation... irritable bowel syndrome... wtf...

-all by myself

~beautiful song by celine dion. how apt in me too...

-外套 - 動力火車

~dam nice song. the nicest chinese song at the moment for me hehex.

~seems like i am going down hill again after i got ff13... haix

+lab report

~never felt so du lan before in life.

~fking lab reports are a killer...

~this time the fking lab report, i have no idea what i am talking about too lolx... wtf

~first time in my life i don't know what to write in the fking report.

~electron diffraction experiment pawned my ass real bad.

+ff13

~got ff13 today...

~walking down the road to doom again lolx... how ironic... but won't miss giving ff13 a go..

~so the solution is to moderate !

+みゆじく

～身湯軸(i wonder why music's hiragana is shen tang qu in chinese lolx)

~わたし わ らいふ が みゆじく が あかるむ！　(music brightens my life!) so true...

+omfg madrid out

~REAL MADRID OUT of the last 8? at the round of 16? wtf... then spent so much money to build a powerful team for fk...

~this sucks lolx... got owned by lyon.. .wtf.

-スゴイ！(*sugoi!)

～私ワタイポニニホンゴハジメテ！(i can type in japanese for the first time! wooooo!)


～ハッピダナ！(happy!)

-gosh

~i feel sick... tired... worn out... everyday... physics and uni is such a freaking drain...

~drains your life force like no others...

-you were right

~so true... i was lousy... it's as though you saw right through me when you gave me that phrase....

~i hate myself... for failing to tell you

-i ...

~i took out my sun-glasses today. it brings back memories. good and bad.

~then i saw the box that contained the sun-glasses... it wrote a simple but endearing message. i hold it deep to my heart. but only i...

~god i miss hm so much. i never knew what to say what to express .. probably because i was not myself during those times. why..... if only this ... if only that ... my life is filled with regrets... even now i am still living in those...

~life seems complicated... maybe i was fated to live a simple life.

~arhg... anyway... my stomach is down again.. .wtf... why is it always down... omfg

+灵感

~从好朋友的部落格找到灵感。就是用华文来写。

~我觉得瞒有意思的。不但能帮我进步我那五百年没碰的华文，也能给予我的部落格一种新鲜感。哈哈。。。

~还真不适应啊！比起我用英文打出来的字所花的时间，简直是天地之别。

~anyway... 今天的物理测验，简直是tikam session!

~question 1-10 = read > work out answer > choices of answers are tricky > tikam
~question 10-15 = read > work out answer > not in the choices of answers > tikam
~question 15-20 = read > don't understand at all > tikam

~haix... first time in my life i feel so pathetic at physics... i always pride myself on it....

~but i was consoled by the fact that my peers were saying things like " who want to change major ?! " and " 不要阻止我跳楼！" lolx... funny...

~but my aim in life, is not to be saved by the bell curve, but rather, to conquer and reach the top. in other words, be the best of the best. not satisfied with just failing with the average crop of cream. its always nice to be at the pinnacle. it will taste the sweetest.

-朱俐靜

~朱俐靜 of 超級偶像3 is fking awesome! love her wide ranging vocals and super explosive high pitches!

~she's pretty pretty too albeit heavy makeup. a bit of cross-eye? thats why put heavy eye makeup i guess... but still melts people anyhow.. too suiiiiii

~she sings "i surrender" so dam well! woo ... prob better than Celion dion lolx!

~anyway... recently got mass of testtsssssssssssssssssssss influx of that massessss of tessttstststs

~think i am screwed for pc 1143... don't understand no shit.

+kleine-levin syndrome

~crap... maybe i have this... shit... the sleeping disorder crap

~maybe thats why i feel so dam tired everyday...