Thursday, November 25, 2010

-DD79:avg

~i was jolted today when i read a phrase online... it dawned on me that i forgot to live... live life.\\


japanese was easy peasy imo... .if every exam was this easy, i would easily get cap 5.0 ... .. . . . . .too bad i sealed my own fate when i majored physics ... wtf...

Monday, November 22, 2010

-DD76: average stop M

~i feel so freaking tired... i finally finished studying QM... or i guess i didn't have time to really finish but i guess i at least know a bit now...

~its not studying i would say... but forcing myself to remember a particular rhythm of answers to the questions...

~i really have to go hear the Indian tech unis awesome lecturer's lecture to really understand wts is qm all about...

~it will be done in the hols... i guess... i will not admit defeat to QM. ... .

Sunday, November 21, 2010

-DD75: average

~having fast hb as of late i wonder why... issit becos of sss? ....

~anyway i feel so dead for the upcoming QM exam

Friday, November 12, 2010

-DD66:average

~ahahahahhahahah 9/60 for qm test... first time in my life get single digit for test/exams...

~it would just make me wanna ace every exam from now on... i ma kick some ass ... i am ace like a mad man... i ma study like siaoz....

~i will come back stronger, ACE IT LIKE A ...... can't think of a similie.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

-DD64:average

~god... why did you give me a superb brain but rob me of the outlet to express.

~how am i suppose to go about with my life? is this what is destined?

~or are you summoning me back to you...

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

-DD63:average

~physics is about predicting the world and past present future with a model. its bascially estimation.

~but i realise i can't estimate my own's worth even when estimation is my major. sad

~i don't even know what is true what is false, what is the amount and extent in the eyes of the wary.

~its such a tortureous feeling that makes me feel like the end of world is neigh.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

-DD61:average, less R due to no A? or no Cphl too

~i am so dam scared of QM exam... i really know nuts about it... OH MY GOD...

~never in my life have i not known a subject so much that i don't even know how to start studying for it........... ><

~I FEEL SO DEAD>.. yay...

~helplessly waiting for the day where the executioner's sword crashes down on my puny LIFE

Saturday, November 6, 2010

-DD60:average

~oh man... exams are coming... exams are coming... exams are COMINGGGG....

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

-DD56:average

~presentation was pretty ok i guess.. although i could sense that people tot i was a little crazy. maybe overzealous.

~seems like my sense of humour failed to rub off them, only saw a few grins. maybe not everyone understands what i am trying to say.

~On hindsight, ishould have slowed down more, but i was rushing for time as i tot no time.

~anyway, my mom almost collapse again today.

~its a hard reality check smacked in my face. time to grow up, time to learn the ropes of life. mommy ain't that for ever.

Monday, November 1, 2010

-DD55:Average

~i always thought we had to conduct ourselves according to the norms and integrate ourselves into society.

~i was wrong, i realise that now, i just need to be myself. screw everyone else who thinks otherwise.

~but thats not to say i can do illegal stuff and what not. there is a line. that should not be crossed.