+mixed aplenty

~struggling so hard, but its useless... its unstable... i sux

~through my struggle, i caused much devastation... i sux

~nature is taking a way too long approach... i sux

~man made didn't improve either... i sux

~i found a nice song after watching finish d.gray man... its called musician on gendou, very nice music piece

~ps. i sux, emo? perhaps... probably... //

~scared of venturing forth into the uncharted...

~not my inability but my disability...

~listening to the music that soothes my ears,

~it keeps everything that plagues me out of my world

~for a moment, a very brief moment, i enjoyed freedom as a human, relieve as a person, rights of myself

~i know i screwed up , the moods disheartening, is there a way for me to repent?

~i don't want to walk this darkness any more, if so , when will i see the light... to the past's future?

~i am just another troubled soul in 6,602,224,17 of others in the world (excluding E.Ts)

~so troubled as a 20 year old

~been troubled since 13 (prolly 11.. i dun really remember)

~when will salvation come? i can only pray to my soul