+how much/ i dun want to close my eyez

~how much i wish to do, but i can't

~how much i want to go, but i can't

~how much i thought i could, but i can't

~how much it seems easy, but its hard

~how much i want to say, but i can't

~how much it sux, but theres nothing much i can do

~maybe i should stop finding fault with my pathetic wasted self

~anyway, a quote from the girl who died from cancer recently, shandy's blog's friend's sms (yea many 's lolx)

~"Fear is finding fault with the future. If only we could keep in mind of how uncertain our future is, then we would never try to predict what could go wrong. Fear ends there."

~you know, sometimes you have to know about the misfortunate before you can appreciate being fortunate

her experiences has certainly taught me about the greatness/sadness of what life offers

many people cry over small, minute, unimportant things, and usually forgo the bigger picture.

she has definitely taught me that the world doesn't revolve around me, but instead, i revolve around the world.

thank you for your spirited inspiration and may you have a deserving "future" :)