-it seems

~it seems so yesterday....

~suddenly i felt i am no longer young.... 14 years old i was watching gundam seed... and it seems like it was yesterday... but... its been 8 years....

~what have i been doing this 22 years on the planet? i don't really know... its been staring at the same night sky... always... it seems ... ... ...

~time goes by.. life goes on.. nothing stops... i wish to evolve mankind. bring it to the next generation. probably space age...

~too much time of man has been spent on unnecessary things... too much...

~maybe i didn't want to advance mankind... i wanted to advance only to go back in time... ironic...

~i want the technology to go back in time... i missed so much... even now... still... lost... much...

~the past... my past... mine... lost... why...

~living... am i ? ... .maybe not... but i am...

~this affliction destroyed everything... even now... yet i still soldier on ... in hope that one day i am free of its clutches...

~its turning better now.. although this war has ravaged much of the lands... my future? is any left? ... perhaps a kind soul ... would seek that little remnant ... and remind me i am still living...