-to waiver not

~i started to waiver. am i wrong all along?

~but to waiver is to throw in the tower and admit you have wasted all your time in believing in the wrong things.

~is believing in what is best for myself the wrong thing?

~must we really submit to the masses as it is to be a human is?

~is it wrong to be seened as eccentric?

~i don't know. a 22 year old mind of mine cannot unlock this hurdle

~perhaps an older me will understand life better.