-DD54average

~just like that 2 months has neared. its getting better i hope.

~i really could do with some hp pots.

~anyway, i have a presentation on tuesday for cartography. its time to enjoy myself. ijust hope the Q&A don't so chim, cos i know nuts about this mod.

~oh man, my other physics mod get C. this is fking bullshit. i am feeling the heat now. one mod hand in empty script, other mod get C. OMFG>.. i need to start to study like a mad man now.

-DD53: average

~i actually forgot to blog ytd... shows that i am becoming more ignorant to my problems. or maybe i just didn't give a dam anymore.

~i hope i am being more happy than otherwise. becos in life its about being happy. at least imo that is the definition to life.

~i think the show <愛> really is not bad. even i get hooked. for someone who hates dramas so much. actually just no time to watch lolx

~coupled with ownage songs like rene liu's wei ai chi wang... its awesome. i realise that this song is prolly mediacorp add in themselves one? not listed in the show's insert songs.

~oh well, off to sleep . its late, and i need my sleep. if not i will die. literally

- DD 51 : average ( but R)

~hahaah... first time in my life i actually know i fail my test already before the results come out. ok maybe not "know", it should be confirmed.

~Quantum mechanics will be the bane of my life. i know this from this very moment of time. i actually did less than half the passing marks worth of questions lolx!...

~its upon 60. i did only like 25 marks worth. and i didn't know everyone of the 25 marks. and so, 5 questions in the paper, i do 2 only. 3 blank. holyshit... its awesome .. this feeling...

~it makes me wanna go mug like mad now, and make sure i kick the shit out of the end term paper. its payback time. i guess its called riding the wave of veageance..

~but first.... i need some sleep. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

- DD 50 : average ( GONATF)

~ i need sleepp.... lots of it... fking need sleep but can't fking sleep...

~ i gonna flunk tml's test QM SO BAD that i think i will finish the paper in 5 mins.

~i don't even know what to put in my cheat sheet. wtf... i am so screwed... this is GG alright.

- DD 49 average ( D4:1ACV, M, FJ, C)

~ got R today. too much SS? not enough S?

- DD 48 : average (start D0.5ACV / SS)

~ seems better after lots of F....

~the D0.5ACV torched my ass bad... maybe need more D.

~ QM TEST = GG

~seriously, imo, QM IS FULL OF SHIT

-DD47: average

~i don't know. seems like nothings changed.

~F are the way to go i guess..

~i think i am quite dead for my QM TEST.. oh man... i don't even know where to start studying hahahahaa screweed

-DD46: average

~i don't know. seems like nothings changed.

~F are the way to go i guess..

- DD45 : average ( GONAT, but A and prolly mg/ sb&org)

~seems like i am on the right track. it is the god dam S that is killing me. AF IS THE after effect... crap .. A is just a symptom of it... wtf...

~start SPin too

~and i have a freaking QM test coming up... this is awesome... i am quite sure i am dead... so deadddddddddd

~i really have to go MONGOLIA...... so free and easyyyyyyyyyyy

- DD44: average

~hmm... nothing much to say lolx...

~still trying to combat AF

- DD 43: average stop AV, start fighting AF

~well, today's jap test was awesome. not really very hard, but no time thats the problem. still ok imo, will prolly sound like a jackass in front of people who found it hard

~anyway, i realise that maybe i have A.F. dots... it fits so nicely into the picture...

~gonna start on GB, MH, lots of VC lolx...

- DD 42: average START more CT

~alright, short form ftw. too lazy to type too much shit

~anyway, my main com died this morning while watching SC2 shoutcast on youtube... wtf... sucks...

~i hope my 2nd com don't crash also. if not gg lioaoz... and it seems to be crashing shit...

~anyway tml jap test. i find it a breeze though. it ain't hard after surviving physics tortures.

- DO OR DIE DAY 41 : average (let AV on)

~ still bad imo.

~anyway, i realise that there are also people who are dejected at life. shares similar traits as me. questions life etc.

~if i could, i wouldn't wanna waste time on such crappy stuff... but i guess life is not so smooth sailing for everyone.

~i wish the world ends in 2012, so that i don't have to suffer anymore. but also, so that my family doesn't have to worry about me anymore.

~ negativity is often avoided in life, people don't wanna get into contact with anything bad. its just human nature i guess.. it makes the unfortunate feel kinda helpless in this wretched world.

~of cos there are hearts of gold out there, but so few... so few true ones.. also...

- DO OR DIE DAY 40 : average

~ seems to be getting less R due to AV? i dunno... weird... but AV + BB seems to be bad. not sure too

~ anyway, today's physics test was awesome... although i didn't laugh at the paper like the lecturer said weshould, i still think its manageable.

~but the bad thing is , i think i screw up my concepts... so prolly get whole questions wrong... thats akin to handing in white paper :X

~anyway, japanese is getting more and more hard. now i listen alone in lecture also not enough. must go home revise then can remember.. haix...

~ i realise that maybe everyone's brain power is different. i found japanese easy but my freind found it hard.. maybe everyone really operates differently. she puts in 3-5 hrs of work each day and i do nothing except when test comes, then i panick and mug like mad.

~oh well.. everyone works differently. i hope to get A For jap. but hte problem is everyone is just as gay in this mod, so the bell curve wil be demanding. haix...

~sch is stress, work nextg time also stress.. life is stress?

~maybe we are all bornt in this vicious cycle. but who is to determine the way society works? perhaps we all are lab mice in an experiment called life, and put away in a place call world.

~there are definitely aliens out there, superior beings that prolly are controlling our species' survival.

~i believe the world ends in 2012... the weather is testimony to armageadon.

- DO OR DIE DAY 39 : average

~ like less R. but got 2 btm base kanna attacked. haven't explode yet. tahts good. reinforcements don't know what to send... sianz...

~ it seems that when people thinks you are humourous, no matter what you say, they tend to laugh... it sfunny imo...

~cos sometimes i ain't trying to be funny but people still laugh... i guess thats what expectations are...

~and when you get such expetatinos on you, it weighs you down... hard... its stressful.

- DO OR DIE DAY 38 : average ( USE AV)

~ had new enemies coming out at the bottom bases. but don't know what to reinforce to defeat em. luckily they didn't explode like martyrs, or maybe its just a matter of time before they do.

~ the other sites seem pretty wrecked. i don't know why but they are still P. 3 OMGs today and it seems to help? i don't know, maybe its just an illusion.

~anyway, test on tuesday... i think i am dead... know shit about it... the only consolation is that my prof says that we will laugh at the paper when we see it... he meant that it was easy... i think i will laugh becos i am dead.

- DO OR DIE DAY 37: below average

~hmm... seems like not doing anything is wrong too... i wonder why...

~anyway i sealed my death warrant when i bought WE 2011... awesome but its gonna kill me... my test all heck care liaoz lolx

- DO OR DIE DAY 36 : average

~hmm... got WE 2011 today!!!! WHOOOOOOOOO lets hope it doesn't disappoint

~TEST TES TEST COMING UP AGAIN ... CM TEST ON TUESDAY >< omg... at least CM IS STILL HUMAN LANGUAGE

~ QUANTUM MECH IS FKING MARSIAN alright... .. . .. .

~i can learn jap as foreign language, but i can't learn freaking alien marsian language !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- DO OR DIE DAY 35 : average

~omg... seems like i did something wrong ytd.... G? A? C? stop AB?

~man... this sucks...

~anyway, my bro found a job finally. makes me realise that i should enjoy studying now. if not, once working starts, studying will be actually a good life... ..

- DO OR DIE DAY 34 : better STOP AB

~ my central inner base just totally died today... wtf... went down... made stupid noises... so ps... . .. . sianz..

~anyway, its going to be mugging and mugging and mugging again... omg.... test test test estet wtffffffffffffffffffffff

- DO OR DIE DAY 33 : better

~ ha... so the aim of meeting more people is so to realise that people around you are filled with fkers lolx...

~ anyway, went for marsian class today... next week got torture test... haix...

~ anyway, stopping stim packs tomorrow. think its killing me. but VA still cont though.

- DO OR DIE DAY 32 : better

~read my friend's fb today. her take on life is really LIVE LAUGH LOVE. simple yet fulfilling. i guess that's a good perception of life. after all, its short, why be sad.

~ used C.C.B ytd night and today, seems to be helping? i dun noe.

~at least the enemies are taking a step back and thinking twice.

~although there seem to be an archilles style enemy at the central base, i hope nothing will be damage.

~anyway, i think son ye jin is the most beautiful women so far i have seen, in my life, realistically, not personifically.

~this pic below is imo, most perfectly epitomises beauty in my eyes that is. perfect would be an understatement.

- DO OR DIE DAY 31 : average

~seems like the wreckage at the central base is subsiding. workers are repairing it.

~oh well, my middle base had a gas/chemical attack ytd. i hope its not VA doing the damage.

- DO OR DIE DAY 29 : average

~ my goodness... my center base got destroyed by mortars and DR evil.

~lets hope the medivacs can patch me up , or i have to use stim packs to let it heal faster.

- DO OR DIE DAY 28 : average

~check point!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! saving time.

~hope will save, or else screwtoooooooooooo

- DO OR DIE DAY 27 : average

~march on march on marchhhhhhh onnnnnnnnn

~so much things to study... i gonna fail this sem :(

- DO OR DIE DAY 26 : average

~ wow i wanna go Mongolia... awesome place... stressfree

~blue skies green grasslands awesome.......

~but i better bring a labtop there... watch chao ji xing guang da dao... or else might die of boredom...

- DO OR DIE DAY 25: average

~hmm... recovering well from my wounds. seems like not doing anything is the key. my own aura will heal hp for myself lolx.

- DO OR DIE DAY 24 : bad

~i entered the main route again oh well... this sucks ... hard

~anyway, i am so going to fail this sem... can't study... no mood to study at all... wtf...

- DO OR DIE DAY 23 : average

~seems calm in the morning before i entered the warzone

- DO OR DIE DAY 22 : bad

~i stopped the main route today.

~i used a sort of firesale technique. i hope it works