- DO OR DIE DAY 40 : average

~ seems to be getting less R due to AV? i dunno... weird... but AV + BB seems to be bad. not sure too

~ anyway, today's physics test was awesome... although i didn't laugh at the paper like the lecturer said weshould, i still think its manageable.

~but the bad thing is , i think i screw up my concepts... so prolly get whole questions wrong... thats akin to handing in white paper :X

~anyway, japanese is getting more and more hard. now i listen alone in lecture also not enough. must go home revise then can remember.. haix...

~ i realise that maybe everyone's brain power is different. i found japanese easy but my freind found it hard.. maybe everyone really operates differently. she puts in 3-5 hrs of work each day and i do nothing except when test comes, then i panick and mug like mad.

~oh well.. everyone works differently. i hope to get A For jap. but hte problem is everyone is just as gay in this mod, so the bell curve wil be demanding. haix...

~sch is stress, work nextg time also stress.. life is stress?

~maybe we are all bornt in this vicious cycle. but who is to determine the way society works? perhaps we all are lab mice in an experiment called life, and put away in a place call world.

~there are definitely aliens out there, superior beings that prolly are controlling our species' survival.

~i believe the world ends in 2012... the weather is testimony to armageadon.