+whoo hoo piano !

~wow i haven't touched the piano for ages...

~luckily still can play okay... i managed to play dang ni without the piano score! or rather i created my own dang ni! yea! love the song

-Dang ni/freedom

~i really fking love this song, written by JJ LIN and sang by cyndi wang. although i prefer jj's version.

~its prob the greatest song ever

~if you can't do what you like, if you can't have the freedom of will, how much better are you from being dead?

-return of the condor heroes 2006

~crap, start was great, mid was good, end was too rushed... why rush? dam, or else it would have been great...

~they didn't show many parts... haix... the ending was abrupt, whats the point then... the ending is the one that counts!





~pls stop making fun of me. issn't it enough yet? what a cruel shit fate i have to endure

-uncle

~holy shit i became i uncle... my cousin got a descendant and now i am a freaking uncle lololx

+ikea madness

~bought a whole lot of shits at ikea today with family

~can't wait for gundam musou 2!!!

+wuxia madness

~i became crazy of wuxia xiao shuo nowadays... first it was yi tian tu long ji, now its return of the condor heroes! whoooo all the way!!!!

~too bad jin yong did not continue his stories, esp the condor trilogy, yi tian tu long ji was not enough! should have 1 more sequel , dam... but no story to continue cos ming dynast was founded already... haix...

~maybe i go video making later... later that is

~anyway for the 2nd dam day in the role i woke up at 2.3am.. i wonder why... couldn't sleep till like 4 plus 5? omg... i gonna die soon... i need ma sleepepee ... but also realised that cherrie was not sleeping too lolx as usual... almost went online at 3plus.... almost.... :)

+gundam musou 2!!

~crap have to wait for march for the NA release...

~or should i buy the jap one... haix

~yi tian tu long ji getting more interesting... dam! i love it

+be the miracle

~a single mother bring up 2 children while working on multiple jobs and still manage to find time to bring the kids to a soccer game is a miracle

~people have the power to perform miracles or Be the miracle

-weird

~weird, its getting weird ... wtf... sux...

~anyway i managed to fix up the ps3 network today woo, proud of myself... i called the freaking singtel helpdesk and they said they only have laptop and desktop support crap...

~luckily i am smart, i set it up MYSELF MUAHHAHAHAA... ... ... lolx ok ... enough of crap

~on the 5th disc of yi tian tu long ji now ( heavenly sword and dragon sabre) the alec su, alyssa chia and gao yuan yuan version, its the best by far! love ZHAO MIN!!! yea, fanboy stuff... wadeva

~sad thing is i will prob fin the 6th disc soon then i will have nothing to do... shit...

-my mind, the troubled, the end

~i think too much... to the extent i can't sleep...

~it kind of sux, its getting worse... perhaps its time to silence it? lolx... i wonder

~i dreamt of things which i normally couldn't recall when i wake up... but its getting more vivid nowadays... i can start to recall some, but not others

~i remembered dreaming of my primary sch, where the toilet was revamped to become a swimming pool with the new toilet in there... it was dark though, kinda eerie...

~then i dreamt of talking to by chairman in sec 4, something about her camera or sorts? but i don't really recall well..

~only troubled people thinks and reflects so much in life... it gets worrying... ( ok maybe maniacs too) some people call this process EMO (emotional) but perhaps those people will never know that much about such things...

~when you start to sit down and really reflect on your life and your future, you prob will understand that regrets are normal... life is good, but it could be better, definitely

~maybe all this troubles plagued my sleep, causing my immune system to go bonkers.... sad... but theres nothing i can do... perhaps do yoga? lolx... no thx... its part of growing up...

~alas, it seems like my life is flashing by me now... but in my sleep

~perhaps i am dying... because this happens when you are at the end of your life... bless... or when you have learnt to grow out of your predicament

~i just read an article in the LIFE! section today of straits times, about RUI EN... my heart goes out to her

~everyone has their own problems, its the extent that differentiates... i think i am quite similar to her... i am sure there are others out there...

~she mentioned about changing her first 24 years of her life, quoting that many others wouldn't when asked... i think i would change my life too, every single minute, every single second... if i had the choice...

~i destroyed it to my dismay and its not rewarding when you grow up till this age of 20. i made too many a mistake and its too hard to swallow now... its overbearing... i am lucky to have a good family unlike RUi EN... i really love my family its been great, except me

~perhaps i should stop being a screwed up persona to my family and learn to grow up... because perfection is not a reality, money issn't a cure, power/fame/popularity are not forever... its time to face the truth that this society offers, or die trying...

~i thank you RUi En for your insight, because i finally (prob) realise that what i have been trying to do all my life (20) is to destroy it

~not everyone is a runner, not everyone can complete a marathon, not everyone has buck loads of money, not everyone is kind caring and concern, not everyone is able-bodied, not everyone has the good looks, not everyone has the alluring scent to smitten others, not everyone has the brains to solve the big bang, not everyone has the ability to smile in adversity, not everyone believes in god or celestial beings(not the gundam 00 one...) or extra-terrestrials for the matter of fact ... not everyone... its a matter of uniqueness... individuality, that makes us humans... not robots...

~if you try to be someone you are not meant to, you might achieve some success, but at a cost of something else much more valuable... its not worth it ,you might understand one day... although some times its worth it...( lolx i am contradicting myself... even i am confused... )

~maybe i am just a confused lamb in a wild jungle, it gets pretty annoying. maybe i shouldn't take computing, i should go down the path of psychology, i prob need it more

~i think today is reflection day, cos i am reflecting much more than usual

~anyone i was looking through all the year books and report cards of the past. i realise that i didn't have the rvhs 2001 2002 year books... crap... so i missed out on my photos and sorts.

~i looked back at the past, and realised i really need to change the past if not, the future... its disheartening... i didn't deserve it... i deserve better.

~if only i didn't commit the wrong moves, then it wouldn't lead to the unstoppable avalanche...

~my bro said i was filled with human pride and proud of myself as a human when i told him that human's don't need god's faith to pull through difficulties.. .perhaps i am really pride-ridden.. i am starting to understand that my own pride, god's faith or wadeva else, don't give you anything... its your own perseverance that pulls you through. ( wadeva your perseverance links to) maybe lady luck does help at times.

~i think i am getting sick due to typing so much feelings through and through... maybe its the medicine that's making me sick... who knows... the sick aren't worth the penny of thoughts, thats prob what the society instills... but not everyone is affected i am glad...

~its time to look to the bright side of life once again...

freeee!!!

~weee ... freeee like a bird

~switched to my sony ericsson k608i! welcome home buddy

~bad news is that no charger no connector... fk... shit... sux...

~prob have to buy new charger ... crap

~anyway i took a look out of the service balcony today and realised that time passes real fast... the view was getting old and nostalgic... and i didn't really take a good look at the neighbourhood... it was surreal... i missed out a lot... hope i am in time to make it up

~i want my charger!!!!

-its a expensive life

~i spent a wooping 150 bucks today buying all sorts of wu ae bo ye. its a sorties of junkies...

~met ah bing today too at wm... thx to him i saved 10 bucks at popular while buying rome total war... which unfortunately came in a bundle of 4

~i have 1 already, the other rates at 6.0/10 -.- and the last is not something i would play considering i have rome total war... maybe try out? who knows...

~its like i bought diablo2 battlechest years ago and it came with diablo 1.. i didn't touched it... ok maybe a little...

+woohoo

~last day prob at camp after this its clearance and ord!!!

+jia ge wo

~nice song i heard on radio and on wan quan yu le

~sang by du de wei - jia ge wo

-haix

~no dairy pissing piece of shits

-here we go again

~same old shit again

+disturbed

~just shooting comments and remarks is your job izzit? fk up...

~i don't intend to? wtf... if i could i would have done it long ago... you think i am mad or what? i sadist meh? fucker

~there's only so much one can do... if you use extreme measure it prob will work... but you will get extreme results too ... and it defeats the purpose... even if you might achieve your aim...

~not everyone can do what everyone can do... if so, then the world will not be unique... everyone will be tom dick harry... try to understand, and not keep seeing in your own world and your own view

+whooo hooo

~yea! the taste of freedom is sweet... so sweet that i get toothaches :)

~almost there almost there! two years passed so fast... so furious.. so magnificent !

+about time

~free free free almost there YAY!

-confusionism

~is it me or is it you

~why must it end up like that

~you piss me off at times...

~so beat it

-about time

~8 days left

-we use to wonder

~why the shit me

-wah biang

~why like that again

-confine confine confine

~instead of off , tio confine... wtf

-fk shit fk shit fk shit

~fk fk fk

~shit shit shit

~why so many fk shit

-shit

~more shit than the usual shit

~it got worse

~i got booked

~can't clear leave

~screwed up shits

~more chart dung

-CC

~t-f... i heard... not sure... hope not...

~apparently i can still ord after failling ippt...

~:)

+hmm8

~ worry naught for thou have none to

~worry must for mine, for its everything in my life at the moment

~i watched Armageddon ytd on 5. it was a touching show even after years...

~would i have stayed back to activate the nuke? i prob won't

~cos when everything is over, you are left with nothing...

~its better to live another day then to die now

-screwed

~shit ass shit

-simple role

~sometimes, i feel like i don't belong

~it seems as though my part was to watch the greatest feelings ever while being banished from this vain...

~it shouldn't be like that ... something is a amiss... yet i couldn't do anything to prevent since donkey years ago... fuck up...

-zaming game

~top zam bottom, bottom zam even more bottom...

~we at bottom of the food chain, sure tio zam like siao

~fk up place...

~it needs a lot of changes... but people are lazy, changes will only be made at dead's ends...

~it really needs a revolution

-i wasted

~my life prob started on 3rd april 1988 to about 2000...

~there was no I after that

~i look outside at the night skies and life... time truly waits for no man

~why did i have to be bind by this shit...

-it ain't good

~live life without regrets...

~but its dam fuck hard

~screwed up piece of shit again... and again and again... is the immunity so fking strong that it just screws up day in day out regardless of what shit i do?

~i took a look out at the night sky, it was endearing...

~virtual might be massive, but the reality is unfathomable

~endless out there, its just a sight to behold...

~i keep thinking if it can be rewind , things would change a whole lot, and regrets won't be present in the journal.

~the outside is beautiful, but i just can't grasp it this life time, at this moment...

~hopefully the next will be better... ...

-argghhhh

~fk it... stop killing me ass hole ... the world might like you but i don't currently...

+glimpse of hope

~a small but very worthwhile hope towards freedom! whooo

~i feel sick today... prob sit in air con room too long

-laugh .. while you still can

~get on it bitch

-it sux more and more

~what fk... later and later, shittier and shittier

~why can't life be a garden of roses... ( or izzit a rosy... heck who cares)

~SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS

~saw a few dnb today... seems like its a trend nowadays...

-sailing

~after so long not sailing, it just kind of sux to start it... worse still have to fight recon... wtf

-screwed up piece of shit

~new shit, same old shit

-ord and the bigger picture

~about time ... muhahahahaha

~on a lighter note, this webby is rather interesting... found on ys blog

~http://www.storyofstuff.com/

~if everyone was educated of this stuff, then prob the world will change for the better

+mixed aplenty

~struggling so hard, but its useless... its unstable... i sux

~through my struggle, i caused much devastation... i sux

~nature is taking a way too long approach... i sux

~man made didn't improve either... i sux

~i found a nice song after watching finish d.gray man... its called musician on gendou, very nice music piece

~ps. i sux, emo? perhaps... probably... //

~scared of venturing forth into the uncharted...

~not my inability but my disability...

~listening to the music that soothes my ears,

~it keeps everything that plagues me out of my world

~for a moment, a very brief moment, i enjoyed freedom as a human, relieve as a person, rights of myself

~i know i screwed up , the moods disheartening, is there a way for me to repent?

~i don't want to walk this darkness any more, if so , when will i see the light... to the past's future?

~i am just another troubled soul in 6,602,224,17 of others in the world (excluding E.Ts)

~so troubled as a 20 year old

~been troubled since 13 (prolly 11.. i dun really remember)

~when will salvation come? i can only pray to my soul

-down the hill

~its coming back!!! aghhhh...

-its going downhill fk...

~some people are nice, some people aren't

~but if you are nice on the surface and shit in heart, you are fk up

~having said so, direct shit ass also sux

~by pushing blame on others is bullshit... esp when it comes to money matters

~that fker is full of shit.... period

+so god dam hard

~sianz... hope the twist comes

+appreciation

~not everyone is on the same level

~thats why genius are borne

+perhaps

~its seems like _ is keeping everything harmful away from me...

~maybe its really a blessing in serious disguise

+the harsh facts of reality and life

~its a dam war out there, and its dam harsh it is...

~you have to be at the best so that you don't lose

~fuck scewed piece of shits heads asses

~who the fuck gave you the right to judge others just because you are more fortunate, you don't have that fking right so fk off

~"live and let live" is only for the kind and the weak

~you don't deserve it... not the slightest imo

+goals galore

~goals are important, it keeps us moving

+the never ending

~one thing solve 3 shit come out... fk

+wtf 2

~screwed, rain rain rain it just sux

~worries are unlimited , thats why it dominates the mind, sux too

r2.p10.s300.t10

+wtf

~tml go to labrador park all by myself ... sux

+standards

~so different, so alarming

+the regime

~prob working, hope it last... if i last that is...

~R3.S200.P6.T10

+en route part 2

~less is more , fking impt

~started training today

~R2.S150.P6.t5

-dreams reloaded

~getting worse now... hope it changes soon

~i dreamt of chm yesturday at yard duty while sleeping

~dreamt that i was top student and mdn sophia ng congratulated me lolx

~but it was weird when i looked at the report card, it was 240 /300 approx (PSLE style)

~then the banner was some sort of rv-acjc coalition...

~wonder it means

-neckie neck part 3

~getting better, but still not recovered yet

~most people are fake in a sense, its just time and luck that will uncover their real personalities

~it just seems like everyone is suffering from schizophrenia, just that the other halfs of us, or perhaps the other number of us don't reveal themselves easily to others...

+neckie neck part 2/ wayward kenting

~still not good... can't turn freely, having headache too, hope its because i am sick and not complications from the stupid neck sprain

~just watched a taiwan drama on ch56, thought its not bad, called wayward kenting, unique title, interesting storyline, great cast and its refreshing

~definitely worth watching, thought it was crap at first, but realise it gives a deeper meaning to dramas. and the scenery is breath taking

~although it might seem like a copy of beach boys (jdorama) its still nice

~it just calms and soothe the mind. i love this type of drama involving beautiful sceneries

~thats why final fantasy (ps) are great, it brings you out of this fk up society ( the world issn't fk up) and it just calms the mind

~i enjoy getting out of this prism, maybe its escapism but i think its just who i am now

~prob will change in time to come, but at the moment, i just want to experience a peace-filled stint

-neck neck neckie neck

~sprained it today... from doing tug jumps

~fk tug jumps fk shits

~now i can't move my neck, can't turn left or right sux

~its frustrating and... it just sux

+the right from the wrong

~its hard to tell, but certainly distinct enough

~sometimes, its better to follow the tide than to swim vigorously against it

~but who knows... you might reap rewards... you MIGHT... that is...

+ippt ( don't know what number liaoz)

~almost there yet still not there what stupid irony

~almost is a 100% away from pass

~partial is almost pass

~if the pass is not achieved, its as good as almost dead, almost screwed almost kns ... fk it dam... so close

~50sec faster and i am a free man

+adverse

~the more i train, the more i can't jump far omg

+the linesman

~darn, its hard being a linesman or ref

~esp when no one listens and keep challenging your judgement

~no wonder refs in the epl book and send off those repeated protest

~but oh well, someone told me it was part of the game, and i agree...

~its soccer

+reminiscence...

~its good to know the future,

~ so that you can reflect on the past

~and not make the mistakes you don't want in the present ||

+tales of piratesss

~if you watch one piece, you prob like this game

-downhill

~nooo... its going down again

+fresh day fresh start

~i hope today mark a change for better... great news and great things happened one after another... finally i suppose :)

~com changed due to malfunction, now its better, hope it last and better

-siao liaoz la

~fk ippt... fk it fk fk fk

-dream

~a simple dream, but i can't accomplish in this life-time...fk

- -problematic

~problem leads to problems and bigger ones...

~handle with care, its fragile

-holy shit

~allergy causes fatigue

-fk it

~for the billionth... time

-yard-to

~suck-to

-runescape

~still playing after 8 years ... wow

~the game that beats all after all

-olympic bb

~usa 118-spain 107 WHOO!

~all the way usa!

~thx to ricky rubio last minute howler by grabbing someone on the court without the ball, he single handedly gave alway the win to usa

~i would say if it entered extra time it would be tricky...

~ ricky will be great soon 17 years old only

-screwed up

~wtf is wrong, i wonder

- - hope

~you aren't even given...

~but that makes you tougher

-the game... is life

~you have to be at the top of the game

~if you are in the middle, you are avg

~if you are in relegation battle, no matter how hard you try, people tend to write you off

~you have no rights, no say, nothing...

~its a cruel world...

+ippt 2

~crap shit ippt...

~some people can talk v well, some people swim like merman, some people 125 excellent

~everyone is diff, i just can't jump... fk it

-imagery

~if only i can unveil

+OLYMPIC SILVER/GOLD

~wow sg assured silver, heard its 750,000...

~too bad must split with the team, lucky they not thugs, or else will silence each other like the joker in batman lolx

-the past

~living like i used to...

~going back to runescape lolx can't believe it

~btw, the usa vs greece match was great... lbj was a powerhouse, the americans are masters of basketball , absolutely stunning

~and one piece is not bad after all

+coc

~crap shit... sux i hate marching

-hmm5

~when the world comes crashes down over me, you just hoped that your life is complete

-hmm4

~the world doesn't revolve around you only bitch

-YARD

~screwed up place, fking dirty and inconvenient

~but also lets you know that there are people who suffers here, esp those foreign workers.

~its ironical they suffer here and go back as millionaires in your own countries...

-karma

~it hits back at you without mercy

~its getting darker, i hope i ord without any more damage

-It sux, it just sux

~where do i belong... i wonder

-lonely road

~"i walk a lonely road, the only one that i have ever known... da dam, dem da dam da..."

-gunning time

~gb omg anyone?

-about time

~still fking hot, fk weather

~...

-omg hot like shit

~fking shit hot, we gonna melt in years to come

-Sabre and 1

~going in for sabre later at 6pm, sucky feeling

~its a AND 1 WOO..... .. ....

-WHAT LUCK

~happiest day of my life...

~my ass ||

+hmm3

~theres only so much in life

-chain of life

~old is new, new is future, future is bleak, but alas, its still old

-avalanche

~it came crashing down, leaving a sharp destruction in its wake...

~prob a 1% chance to dig yourself to the top , but even then , you are prob battered to reverse whats left of yourself

~GHD, what luck... why me

-my eyes....

~cursed... i need a remedy~

-da winning shot

~scored the winning shot of the match, totalling 4 points lolx, ( 2-dunno how many ) :)

~idiotic people with idiotic words spoilt the day though, although i was more idiotic to let it spoil it

-fk shit

~fucking shit... sux

-batam X-2

~2nd vist same experience = sux

+the long journey

~persistence is key

+suDOku!!

~slept at 2am last night... mesmerized by sudoku on the sunday life newspaper

~managed to solve it in 4 hrs, my first time really trying a sudoku

~felt dam proud of myself lolx...

+silva's wedding

~an eye opener for sure

~first time to a indian and malay wedding, was unqiue indeeeeeddd

~service at the hotel is top rated suckiness that is... horrid

+ippt 3~4~5 triees i lost count

~i just freaking sux at it, period.

-...

~fuck

+army of two!

~not bad, trying to get the map pack from the us psn now... hope it works if not screweedddd

+the wrong way

~addictions are hard to kick, esp mine

+worthless day... or not

~lame day, did nothing but eat sleep eat go home :(

-hiccups

~hmm i hope it's just hiccups

+finals

~all the way spain

~heroes v is nice but too underrated... wonder why...

~Money gives chemistry? i guess it doesn't matter cos money worths more than chemistry for most

+en route to recovery

~WOOOOOOOOO

+reiteration

~duty sux

+ippt conductor

~first time conduct, watch those tired people bring forth their almighty might to complete 2.4km

~somehow it seems so short watching people run, but when you do it, its like forever

+bo liao

~borrrrringggg =.=

+a glimpse of hope

~hope it last and improve

-the bane of all worries

~cure it and i will be freed from eternal slavery and agony

-a solution

~i hope it works ... pls god bless

~from ken: E-mO BAaaa....

-the basis of values

~what you value , others don't

~thats why people take things for granted

-end of the road

~i took a wrong turn... and theres no way back... its a one way lane...

~will you continue to walk down this road hoping for a side road out or will you stop in your tracks and head back out?

~well theres no option. because theres no way back-||

-jokes

~jokes are best meant to be kept as jokes

~lies are meant to be lies , so don't abuse them

~why did it persist ...

~is this incurable?

~swearing will not help but it calms my soul

-depression

~i am not going into it again... never

-dreamz

~dreamt of chm ytd...i wonder why

~they say a picture paints a thousand words, i say dreams portray a million...

~i guess its called fate or destiny, but i just didn't have it...

+who make who?

~do the person make the clothes or the clothes make the person?

~i think its the eyes of the beholder...

-ninja gaiden sigma

~stresssssssssss

-Nba finals vs euro 008

~both are nice. somehow nba is more interesting... prob because its a new thing to me

+wah biang ehx

~jealousy lor

-so hard

~go work so easy take off/leave so hard... haix...

-crap

~crappy crap crap... horrid

+hair

~pro cut really different from noob cut...

~finally found the right salon to cut , happyyyyyy

-basketball

~just realise nba2k8 is too realistic. or perhaps too unrealistic... can't believe that it is almost impossible to rout some team 4-0 in all star mode...

~miscalculated that sunday i have to go back.. crap

- temperatures

~searing and soaring, i was baked in the afternoon from doing qm... practically ...

~before securing it actually started to rain... crappy weather, that's singapore for you

-life after pedra branca belonged to singapore

~not much changes... at least sb for today was not activated till now, hope it stays this way

~new management are hard to accept but they do make sense after all , some that is...

~cabal is getting boring

-gosh

~fk up i hate duty

+pedra branca

~crap, win or lose its a lose lose situation for me

~anyway, winning means nothing, more ops for me more sailing haix... sux

+sick

~truth are hard to swallow, esp if they are bitter

~sick now hot

+a day to forget

~when the going gets tough, the tough gets going

~i ain't tough, but i still get things going...

~just that sometimes it ain't so smooth and unexpected things pop out to stall your advance

~worst of all is if it's your "own people" shoot missle at you

~wow i love that feeling... it made me stronger

~sometimes you just have to experience such things to fully understand how the outside world is, it sux period

~but still i dun agree with you cherrie, you don't have to kill in order not to be killed, there are other ways to deflect the swords, just that you need to find the right shield...

-OT

~no pay for OT...

+fk up

~stealing rates are shooting through the roof onboard ship

-respect

~does greeting shows respect?

~i certainly don't think so. its dumb period

+batam

~went batam with the ship for the first time...

~bought a pair of shoes and it turned out fake... crap... paid 30 bucks for it

~i was half a millionaire in there :)

~more sailings less free time... haix sux

-my long lost cousin

~haven't seen her and him in 2 years i think can't rmb... haix...

~those days were nice, playing monopoly etc, but not anymore i guess... we are too old

~affinity are lost as time passes...

+nba 2k8

~just bought nba 2k8

~not a bad game, relives my memories of slam dunk :)

+lost

~i lost aim again

-hot until coookkkeeedd

~the weather just sux

+da bad guy

~seems like you have to be bad guy occasionally or else end up suffering will be yourself

-scorching land

~stop scorching the land pls...

-compromise

~compromise is hard especially if its your interest

-harmony

~everyone should live in harmony

-my finger!!!~

~crap, unlucky day, my finger got hit by a falling guardrail... haix... swollen like shit now... troublesome

-Itchy

~HEAT AND SWEAT MAKES ME ITCHHHHH@ AHHH

-Searing Hot

~went for life run today... but no one came... crap except yi shyang, NO2, S&S...

~1pm had SLT, which was crap... not that the presentation was crap, but it was crap for me to go haix...

-weak

~weakness sustained is like a recurring wound, always haunting your consciousness and your physical ability

-Dumb and Dumber

~stupid talk at 2pm make me go back for it...

~lucky the video shown was not bad... made me feel touched that the navy ain't that bad

~but its all propaganda...

~saw sarah yan today... nostalgic...

-TIRED`

~freaking tired. no off also sux...

-TIRED`

-cabal

~failed ippt sux

~i started cabal on mid march i think haix..

~tml sailing again sux...

~life like sux a lot hor haha

-sleep

~deprived of sleep currently , its taking a huge toll... it sux

~maybe i shouldn't stay up for soccer matches in future

-HOT

~temp are shooting and its fking hoT!!!

-seriously...

~GO1 says that i should be pushed more to the extreme to pass ippt... well that might work but in the process it kills...

~extreme ways calls for extreme replies... haix...

~the nation can always make everyone who doesn't score 280 and above for PSLE retake till they make it...

~sure there will be drastic improvement but the ministers would probably be overthrown the next time voting starts... haix... i guess its the same theory...

~ty NO2 for the present:)

+sunrise or sunset

~i prefer sunrise to sunset...

~a new beginning vs a fading dream...

~IPPT IS A NIGHTMARE ARGH!

~appleseed is nice very nice prob a 9.5/10

+CHAO JI XING GUANG DA DAO!

~watched it on youtube and found that the winner didn't deserve it IMO

~IMHO liang wen ying was much better

~she led all the way like raikonen and schumacher, imaging Ferrari led 12/13 rounds and Mercedes cut in at the final turn and won... that must be how liang wen ying felt...

~the prize presentation was sucky... 1st runner up always don't get the credit that they deserve to get as winners get announced first and bask in their limelight while 2nd gets a mere mention of their place... why is it always like that... haix...

~time must have froze for wen ying when the winner was announced and she as a runner up was not given the rightful respect and attention she should have been given... its like she was a tool to make 1st place more exciting more captivating...

~anyone wen ying rocks IMHO, not saying that 八家将 was horrible or wad...

~looking forward to season 3, where singaporeans will compete too!!!

~i hate SBJ... i can't fking pass it... haix

+ CHAMPS LEAGUE

~wow... kinda exciting match btw liv and ars ended 1-1 could have been ars adv if not for dumb bentner... haix

~fernabache match was unexpected... zico brought his team to a 2-1 win over chelsea... down with chelsea!!!

~watched till 4.30am, now like a zombie

~almost forgot my bdae today O.O

-hmm...

~haix... waste time...

~super waste time...

~realize it is better to live well die fast than live bad die late

+Its hard...

~to kick...

-Woo

~finally came back from sabre... first time hear the freaking a-gun shoot wow...

~forced ken to give up his seat to a old man and his grandson while coming back on mrt... :)

+Dreaded

~ships log sux... can't finish 4ever

~going down later for sabre... haix... sucky feeling

~vexille was nice btw, just that it had a big twist from what i expected

+Vexille

~bought vexille dvd today, but the subtitles aren't working, causing it to crash when i on subs...

~crap... this sux, i can't watch it if i don't understand jap... shit i hope it works somehow... trying now...

+Fk up duty

~i really fking hate duty

~it sux to the core, period

-T3

~went terminal 3 today and its Ooo kayy...

~nothing spectacular as hyped

~went to watch vantage point after that, not a bad show, worth watching

~the real hero IMO of that show is the Moroccan terrorist, he swerve the ambulance , he was driving, out of the path of the small girl in the end even though he was so close to victory. hes the unsung hero

-BACK!

~holy... crap...

~finally back from that dreaded 3day sailing. dam came back at 7 today and had to rush down to chief1 wedding at orchid country club. dam i forgot my camera...

~was late :P and missed the solemnization. oh well

~almost wanted to wrap $8 for his wedding :)

~realized that navy people are real good drinkers >.>

~wow... ronaldo scored a super freekick again

-Bridge training team at CNB

~crappy day...

~got up at 6am and lucky got Eric to drive me to CNB. a looonnggg ride back to that nostalgic place.

~BTT was kinda stressful talking to those crabbies and ex-crabbies. oh well over at 11 ++ am

~went to tampines for lunch and took a pretty photo of Eric (Lee KOK wei aka lee kok kok aka kokster lee) haha :)

+### THE NUMBER 3 ###

Tragedy...

PAPA & MUMMY the GreatS :)

Da sweeeet memories...

~DA GOOD GUY GANG 4G 4EVA!!! sweeet memories... (2004)

Meeting at Holland V

~Got off today... didn't need to go to TNB ( happy like bird lolx)

~NO conducted a meeting at holland vil though... (no choice but to drag my corpse up...)

~Eric drove me to Fuji Xerox at Tanjong Pager to repair stupid ship camera (spoil again) and it cost a whooping $506 with service charge surmounting to 80 bucks wow!

~i just hate office wear, dun know why, hey but i find office wear ladies nice@@

~Went shopping at holland vil and bought a new pair of white slippers... ( think i just wasted 11bucks, hmm...)



~meeting at 3.30pm became 3pm as we were all early birds and went Bk and NO treated drinks :)

~discuss some Navigation Stuff for tml BRIDGE TRAINING TEAM at CNB (awww..... dam waste my morning again)

~Eric send me home (SUi! having a car sure is convenient but x)

A new start

~A new start to a old life

~If everything was made to be what it meant to be, then perhaps it is futile to change it

~I will not give up~ i struggled enough... fuck it